As a female growing into womanhood, Cordelia Lee, Cordy for short, has always felt a disconnection due to her experiences. She was awkward in expressing her womanhood as she carried shame for a long time due to sexual molestation as a child. Shame too in respect to her underweight body, which was subconsciously shaped by her teenage anorexia nervosa trauma. For a long time, she was underweight until spiritual awakening happened to her. With that, transformation happened. Her life journey had been written as a memoir detailing how she overcame the many challenges in her life which included sudden sensitivity to invisible subtle energies. To manage it, she learned meditation. These sensitivities have led her to become a meditation teacher, sound healer and more. Ever since she became a mother, she mostly stay at home to take care of her baby boy. It is because of Patrick that she is writing her blog. This is also for baby Ibrahim of Medan, Indonesia, who has the same health condition as her son.